rromantic: (belonging)
First it was [livejournal.com profile] bndjsfaghag15 with her “Leaving on a jetplane” fic that steps into the moment between BJ at the end of 513, with them in each others arms on the bed, and Justin getting up.

Which is where my already broken heart shattered when I watched the episode, but her fic mended at least about 25% of it!!! One of those “this is how it should have fucking happened!”

Now [livejournal.com profile] notreallyme10 has written a fic that’s glueing at least another 25% of my heart together, that fits in rrriiiiggghhhtt before the fucking Posse catastrophe at the beginning of 402.

- 402 fic, just before the Pink Posse enters the picture, [livejournal.com profile] notreallyme10’s “And then there he was” here
- 513 fic, just before Justin leaves in the episode, [livejournal.com profile] bndjsfaghag15’s “Leaving on a jetplane” here

Why you should read And then there he was )

I had to tell you all of that, to try and find the words to explain what [livejournal.com profile] notreallyme10’s ”And then there he was fic means to me. It’s so much more than just another “THIS IS HOW IT SHOULD HAVE FUCKING HAPPENED!!!

Don’t know if the shit that happened in S4 and S5 is as big a deal to anyone else than it is to me, but I will continue to rec any fics set before 513 that I come across and helps put me back together.

Please overwhelm [livejournal.com profile] notreallyme10 with some BJ love, we need so much more of her brilliance!!!
rromantic: (belonging)
I’ve lost my voice screaming, my face hurts from too much smiling, and my eyes are red-rimmed, but… my heart’s finally mending!!!


Justin didn't leave

[livejournal.com profile] sunshine63 made it in response to [livejournal.com profile] bndjsfaghag15’s episode 513 fic here, which I’ve been pimping like the very proud BJ whore that I am.

[livejournal.com profile] sunshine63’s original entry is here, nice and big!!

*opens pic and fic side by side on fabulous, high resolution 17” screen and stares and reads and stares some more*

*laptop rebels, too much drool on the keyboard*

*rushes off to search for "Leaving on a jet plane" song*
rromantic: (noses)
It’s been a couple of hours, (a night, in fact) and I still don’t know what to say, how to try and express how heart-mending beautiful [livejournal.com profile] bndjsfaghag15's "Leaving on a jet plane," an episode 513 fic (not post 513) is (click here).

I'm not sure whether I've ever heard a more perfect song for BJ than “Leaving on a jet plane” on which [livejournal.com profile] bndjsfaghag15 based her end of 513 fanfic, as she used it to do a perfect correction of what was to me a please-just-kill-me-now scene.

[livejournal.com profile] bndjsfaghag15, because of you (and [livejournal.com profile] akintay’s refusal to let go of my hand and just let me fucking die already) my heart is finally being glued back together, bit by bit.

Somehow all the post 513 fics I've read are absolutely great, but I've never read one that deals with the most shitty thing I've EVER watched: Brian, alone on the bed.

I don't give a flying fuck that in the fics everything works out (some more eventually than others, my poor nerves!). Fact remains in all of them (that I’ve read) Brian was still left alone on the bed, Justin still got up and left after The Night.

None of them were able to wipe the episode from my mind, and replace it with something better, to rewrite how it should have been.

[livejournal.com profile] bndjsfaghag15, I'm an so utterly and completely in love with your story, I can't begin to describe... You made me hurt less.

([livejournal.com profile] sexy_pumpkin, I know you’ve read her stories – I assume you’ve seen this one?)

Here’s what REALLY happened before Justin got up at the end of 513… GO… AND… READ… IT!!!

And leave the girl some love. :-)
rromantic: (BJ B&W)
apparently Beam told the world I get ridiculously happy at a full inbox, and more than hint that I should be flooded with emails to try and cheer me up during my dark days.

[livejournal.com profile] akintay, delightful little thing that she is, wrote me a BJ-non-drabble over the weekend, to try and convince me (and BJ) that a power outages is not a bad thing.

love you, hon, thanks for thinking about me, and writing me a present!!! OMG, I love getting BJ stuff!!!! LOL

*smooches you*

The Positive Aspect of a Power Outage )


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